Scanxiety

Schrodinger’s Cat – simultaneously alive and dead.

Reagan’s beast – simultaneously doing nothing and growing.

Simultaneously it is everything and nothing.  We won’t know until tomorrow, when we peak at the beast for the second time.  Tomorrow when, by us looking at the beast, we have sealed its fate as either doing nothing or growing.

We are on eggshells.  There is an underlying layer of stress so deep, and so thick, that it permeates everything we do.  Nothing is working as it should.  The past three months went too fast.  When they first found the beast, the first follow-up scan seemed like it was in forever, not days or weeks, but forever away.  Now, it’s knocking on our door.

In twenty-four hours, the beast’s fate will be sealed.